It's been awhile... (WARNING: This is pretty long)

...Since I really gave everyone an update on life...(Warning!!!  This is really long and discusses women stuff...You can skip over the second paragraph if you don't want to read women stuff)

~ I'm not sure if I talked about this, but I'm too lazy to go back and find out...Scott is not looking for a job right now...He's actually starting graduate school in the next couple of weeks and he wants to get it done in quicker...Like a year quicker...I guess in graduate school, one class is pretty much full time because of the credits...One class is like 3 or 4 classes for me...Well, he's going to try and do two 7 week classess at a time...I told him we would try it out for a semester and if we are stable enough on our feet by the end of the semester he can do it again...I really want him to be completely done with school and if it means him not working and things being tight, I think I can handle it...But if we start to struggle, then he will just have to slow it down and look for a job...As much as I want it to be done now...I have to think about being able to live and be financially ok rather than have him speed up the process of school...So I'm hoping it works out fine, but I know I'm going to stress because that's what I do....

~ The doctors appointment that I didn't want to talk about, I think I can talk about it now...I have been SUPER emotional...To the point where I was having MANY breakdowns!  I'm a pretty emotional person as it is, but this was out of control!  I would lay in bed at night and then just start bawling!!  I have been feeling pretty stressed out about money things and about Scott and I's jobs...Then I started realizing that my job is really stable and was feeling better, then Scott got "laid" off (I write it like that, because that's another story) and it was back to being stressed and just not feeling right...My chest would hurt and I would just cry...Well I made that doctor's appointment and she said she thought I was depressed...I don't want to offend anyone, but I don't want to hear that!!  I'm the type of person that thinks if you are depressed you can do it without drugs...Well she decided she wanted to put me on Celexa to see if that helped...I just wanted something for when I start feeling emotional or panicy...She also called these panic attacks...Well I also haven't had my monthly "gift" in SIX months, so I'm thinking my hormones or just out of wack and I'll get back to myself soon...I have gone back and forth about taking the Celexa since I have gotten it filled and as of right now, I am still not taking it...She gave me Provera to take to kinda start to get the "gift" jump started and two days after that I spotted for one day and then nothing...I have had all the syptoms of periodness for weeks now...Well today I'm pretty much hanging out with the Aunt!  She's finally here!  As much as her cramps such and I have been on pain pills for the last two days, I'm happy she is here...Yes, I just said I was happy about it!  If I'm not feeling like myself after this, then I will start thinking about taking the Celexa...But for now, I don't want to take something that I don't need to...Who knows I may need it!  Depression is a BIG thing in my family and it's SOOO huge all over the world right now, but I don't truly believe that I'm depressed...I go back at the end of the month to discuss the Celexa and other things...I'm really hoping she orders blood, so Scott and I can get to this baby making business and actually have it happen....

~ With Scott being "laid" off is a bunch of CRAP!!  They said they were slow and they were laying him off, but then a couple weeks ago, we seen the add in the paper for TWO openings where he worked!!  The owner of that place is literally the biggest pile of crap in the world!!  And I hope he gets what is coming to him!!  You just don't treat people the way he treats people!!!

~ I'm not sure if I wrote about my mom staying here for a couple days when she moved back from Minnesota...If not...then...My mom stayed with us for a couple days and lets just say...I hate having people stay!  I had to wear pants around the house!  You know how much that sucks :) haha...But anyways, my mom smokes and she knows that I don't allow smoking in my house anymore since I don't smoke...Scott came home from grocery shopping one day and walked into the bathroom and it stunk of cigarette smoke and there were ashes on the floor...He didn't say anything to her about it, he let it go...Well either that same day or the next we got home and Scott was in the kitchen and looked over at the couch and on my pink blanket that I got for last christmas (after I had not smoked forever) and that has never been out of my room had a cigarette burn in it!!!  I called her and she totally denied the whole thing!!  She did apologize for it, even though it wasn't her and it was the ghost in our house and she gave us 30 bucks...I wasn't mad about it, I was just a little upset that she would smoke in my house and when we caught her, she completely lied...Oh, well.

~ She moved into a place that our landlord rents out which means we got a nice chunk of money for a finders fee!!!  I was soo excited about that, because we needed that money...Guess what we did with it??  We paid bills!! :) haha...It was AWESOME :) haha

~ Scott and I went to the fair TWICE this year!  I had a a lot of fun!!  They had exotic animals!!  Pictures are on a previous post...

~ Yoshi is now an "IT" :) Poor little fella got neutered last week!  We got him home from the vets and he was literally psycho kitty!  Like nothing even happened to him!!!  You could tell it hurt him to sit, so he kept laying down instead, but he was so cute!

~ Oscar is soooo darn cute!!  He is getting along with Yoshi even more and Yoshi is actually playing with him!  Yoshi jumps on Oscars back and bats at him and Oscar just started fighting back! :)  He nips at Yoshi...He doesn't bit hard and even if he tried it wouldn't be that hard because he doesn't have many teeth!  I do think that bringing Yoshi here, has aged Oscar a little more :)  I have noticed more grey hairs on my baby...But you can really tell that Oscar does like him :)

~Scott and I are taking a vacation in October (about 4 of 5 days)...I need this BAD!!!  I need longer than an extra day off at work...I'm feeling a little burnt...Don't get me wrong I LOVE my job and I'm soooo greatful that I have one and work for a pretty great company, but I get burnt out!  We are headed to Lansing to of course visit out friends and we are going to THREE zoos!!! I'm sooo excited...I have been to two of them...

~ My nephew turns EIGHT next week!! Holey Moley!!!  His party is tomorrow (actually today)...Picture post will be up later this week...

And last but not least...BTW...I'm really sorry this was soooo long :)

My BLOG SALE will also be posted sometime this week!!!  I hope I sell everything!!  I wanted to get it up yesterday, but I have been having horrible cramps and haven't wanted to do a damn thing!!  So keep an eye out for that!!!

If you are still here...Thank you so much for reading and letting me get you all caught up in my life :)